Counting to Kedushah
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Loading ...There is a well known gemara in Yevamos 62b that discusses the passing of the students of the great and illustrious Rebbi Akiva. The gemara says that they did not show respect to each other. Such a tragic event to befall Bnai Yisroel. Not due to the wicked or the heretics, but to those who were the pillars of the world. The ones who would continue the transmission of the Torah. To do something so terrible that would warrant their death, there must be much more than appears.
We know that the time in which the students passed on was between Pesach and Shavuos. During that time we count the omer. We count seven weeks of seven days from the day following the first day of Pesach. On the night that would be the fiftieth we celebrate Shavuos.
During that time period we undergo a transformation. On Pesach we bring an offering of barley, which is primarily considered animal feed. On Shavuos we bring the Shtai HaLechem an offering of bread, which is food that a human will consume. That is as if we ascend from a level of animal to that of human.
Every night of this seven week period we count another day toward the fiftieth day. Every night we take a stride closer to purifying ourselves of the beastly urges that we have. We make a berachah and count the day of the omer. We use our mouth to say the berachah and to count the days and weeks of the omer.
The Arizal says that the word Pesach can be looked at to be Peh Sach which may mean the mouth that speaks. The idea of this is that on Pesach there are many ideas of speech. We have a mitzvah to discuss the events of the exile from Egypt. We also have the Hallel that we recite on the night of Pesach. We also use our mouth to say the omer which begins following the first day of Pesach.
The mouth is very interesting as it is the same vessel that is used for consuming food as well as breathing as well as speech and finally as a place for intimacy. How can one place be used for all those things? A place that is used for eating, doing that which is one of the most animalistic actions as well as intimacy which may also be considered animalistic. Through the same place we say beautiful words of Torah and daven as well!
I think this is the lesson of Sefiras HaOmer. We are obligated to use our mouths for kedushah on the night of Pesach and then the next day the students of Rebbi Akiva were killed for their lack of respect to their fellow. It must be that during this time period we are held to a very high standard of kedushah. We are coming from a high of Pesach where we must embrace the levels of kedushah and ascend to prepare for Kabbalos HaTorah on Shavuos. Where there is great room for kedushah and growth there is also chas v’shalom room for the opposite. Wherever Hashem allows for tov there must be an allowance for rah as that is the nature of the world after the chayte of the Aitz HaDaas. It is for this reason that we must sanctify ourselves. We must learn from the students of Rebbi Akiva who tragically were cut short of their lives. We must embrace this time period as a time to use our words with kindness. To use our mouth for kedushah not just within our friends but internally as well. We must focus on our tefillos and on our learning. This is a time where we ascend to levles of kedushah that are free from animalistic urges. We must count the omer and look up above and take the next step. May we all be zocheh to use our mouths with care and truly use this time to rise above and make the potential the reality!
Categories: Sefiras HaOmer Ben Adom L’chavaro, Growth, Ruchnius / Gashmius, Yetzer HaRa
