When the Going Gets Tough – Parshas Bamidbar 5769
There are times when it’s easy to do the Mitzvos, and there are times when it’s harder. We often become lax in our observance at such intervals. Taking lesson from the word Bamidbar, we find inspiration to maintain our level of performance even when the going gets tough.
This week we begin the book of Numbers, Sefer Bamidbar. The first Parsha is, interestingly enough, named Bamidbar as well. I’d like to share an original thought that came to mind a couple of years back.
The ‘Gematria’ – or numerical value – of the word Bamidbar is 248. The meaning of the word itself is, ‘in the desert’. These two facts I believe, are alluding to something special.
The 613 Mitzvos, known as ‘Taryag’, are broken down into two groups. The 365 ‘Lo Saseh’ – negative commandments – i.e. a command to refrain from doing a deed (passive), as well as the 248 ‘Aseh’ – positive commandments – i.e. a command to fulfill a Mitzvah (active).
Thus, the message of ‘Bamidbar – in the desert’, is that no matter where one finds themselves, they must always fulfill not only the 365 ‘passive’ Mitzvos, but even the 248 ‘active’ Mitzvos which require that which is stated in the ‘Shema’ prayer, “With all your heart, with all your soul and with all your resources.”
In life there are times when it easy to fulfill that which we are commanded of and to do so with alacrity and desire, however, when the going gets tough, we tend to find ways to cut corners. Hence, the lesson of this week’s Parsha is clear: Even in the ‘desert’ we must give it our all.
Our Sages have taught us that we receive more reward for Mitzvos that are done with pain. The reward is measured by our efforts not only by our actions. So next time we find ourselves in a situation that is tough and perhaps inhibits our performance of the Mitzvos at an optimal level, let’s think of the word Bamidbar and we’ll remember that the setting should have no bearing on our effort.





